My Dirty Little Secret/Confessionals

EPISODE 6: "My Dirty Little Secret" (Alex V.)

DAY 16

“	So I find out Alex V is being V shady. (See what I did there? Nm it wasn't funny). He now wants to blindside me before merge. He thinks I threw the challenge, he knows I'm the saboteur, and now has an idol (according to Luna). I only need one more vote secured with me, (because I trust Luna 100%). Luna says Stephen trusts her, which is good, but I need to secure the vote against Alex myself. I'm gonna work on Gregory. He's on the outs, he doesn't trust anybody, and I'll make him feel safe. If I can lock him in, we're good. I just have to beat Alex V to the punch.	”
–Jordan

“	Okay so, the fact that I read Jordan's terrible attempt at hiding the fact that he was the saboteur so easily is hilarious to me. What is also hilarious to me is that I FOUND THE SECOND FUCKING IMMUNITY IDOL BITCHES! I am slaying. However, I am going to keep this second idol my dirty little secret, because if people know that I have TWO, it will increase the chance for me to get savagely blindsided. Luna knows about one of mine, but that's really enough knowledge. I told her, because she told me I was the saboteur, fair game, we are even. This doesn't mean that she isn't my closest ally though, you shouldn't be TOO revealing to your allies. HOWEVER, back to Jordan, I am actually livid that he didn't tell ANYONE in our alliance, that he was the saboteur and instead kept it to himself. That also makes me think he purposefully threw the challenge, in order to save people on his other tribe and that makes me hope that we don't merge just yet, but instead have another tribal, because in that case I am going to pull the strings in order to blindside the FUCK out of him. I would've told the alliance, if I was the saboteur and I am sure that others would have done as well, but little shady Jordan had to keep it to himself. Wrong move, beyotch! I am definitely going to talk to Luna & Stephen about this to try and see what they think about it..	”
–Alex V.

“	Alex is like 'Jordan did not tell us about the saboteur, this and that' and now he wants to vote out Jordan next? Won't happen sweetie. Alex has an idol, he is pretty unpredictable and if it's him or Jordan, you better get your stuff and make sure you get ready to fly back home because I won't let Jordan go home that easily. Also, Alex is a way bigger threat than Jordan in my eyes. But things can still always change.	”
–Luna

“	This is a praise for Luna. She's literally the best. I can vent to her, I can tell her work stories. She's soooo much fun to talk to, and she's genuine. I feel like our conversations aren't shallow like with anyone else in this game. I hate Paul from BB18, but I'm gonna steal this from him. FRIENDSHIP! Luna is my best friend in this game, and if she can work her Luna magic like she always does, she'll save me when Alex V tries to flip the script we'll both make merge and run things there.	”
–Jordan

“	There are so many weird things going on. First, I guessed for the same idol and I got it right but the idol is gone? Does that mean someone was faster with guessing this round? And does it mean only one can get it each round? That's weird because that would mean that either Alex V, Stephen or Alex T has it and two of them have said they did not get it. So or the idol is gone for real or someone is sharing lies a lot. Same with Stephen, he says he did barely talk to Charlie. Uhm, if you are in a tribe and you and Charlie are the only ones who survived the blood bad, you are tight for some reason so he's telling sooooo many lies atm. I don't trust him. The only person I trust on this tribe 100% is Jordan tbh. And since he is in danger, he is counting on me. He just messaged me 'omg I'm so happy you are here' and Alex is like 'we are dominating this tribe' and you have Stephen who is like 'we're on the perfect spots, F2 here we come.' I want to believe them all but it's hard. It's an All-Star season, we all do what we can do win this season, right?	”
–Luna

“	I HAVE GREAT NEWS!!!! The other tribe is throwing the challenge. Jino/Charlie/Alex T supposedly want to throw to split up the Iceland threat (Chelle Malik), and this is FANTASTIC for me. Alex V wants me out, so this could be all I need. I trust my alliance on this tribe, and nobody trusts Alex V. But he has an idol, so I could be idoled out easy if we lose.	”
–Jordan

“	Furthermore, that shady little Alex V is probably gonna try throwing this challenge to get rid of me, but with the entire other tribe minus Malik throwing, he won't succeed. I'll take him out, first vote of the merge.	”
–Jordan

“	First off im really almost drunk and i think that i am going to black out soon oops but still i have started a showmance with malik and its so cute lmfao and i am secretly in love with alex but dont tell him shhh he is cute and his voice is sweet and idk he is just cute and jino is cute and charlie is cute why are all the boys so cute even pete was cute and i want chelle out NOW so i can flirt with them all on my own goodbye	”
–Luna

“	I'm actually really glad we didn't merge this round. Although I think I could have gotten the numbers together if we did merge, I have no idea what's going on on the other tribe, or if Luna and Alex would even still want to work together. If we can just hold off for a few more rounds, and maybe get rid of some Iceland people while we're at it I think I'd merge in a really good position.	”
–Alex T.

“	Jordan told me that the other tribe is going to throw the challenge bc they wanna take out a 'Iceland threat'. Uhm ok, I knew I was on people their lists but this is getting insane lol. Also, this challenge... we will lose it even if they throw it because nobody is communicating atm. I made a freaking long list and nobody even tried to help. Like, I am going to draw and paint the logo and put a card with my username and name on it and submitting it. i'll try to find some other stuff but I won't do my freaking best or something. If they are not communicating and trying, I won't either. If we lose, I am pleased to vote one of their freaking asses out. If we win, I knew I am probably gonna be merged and making F11. If we don't and we have a challenge again, I will scream. Honestly, if the other tribe goes to TC I pray they vote out either Chelle or Andy or maybe Charlie lol.	”
–Luna

“	Ok I am UNIMPRESSED. I was the ONLY person to try at this challenge. I expect a backstab this vote. And I hate it because..I've been loyal this whole time, and I was setting out to make merge this time..however people just love to piss me off. If by some miracle I do stay, then omfg.. it's just sad people want to stop me from getting to merge. that easy my only goal this season to go to merge..but I'm so over this team.	”
–Malik

“	So Charlie came up with this plan to throw the challenge so we have control over who goes home,and I'm having a hard time deciding if this is actually the best move for us to make. I think it's important that we break up the Iceland and Agatha people before the merge, but there is no guarantee that they are actually working together. And if we do that then the target shifts onto the Sherlock people, aka me.	”
–Alex T.

“	Crap finally lost a challenge. Apparently malik and i are the biggest threats but i ain't gonna give up spoke to everyone and everyone is saying jaylen. Fingers crossed. I'm no where near done with London yet! Tribal is scaring me tho	”
–Chelle

“	Like this how we do? Piss Malik off? Wanna be cutthroat? If I go but somehow come back..I'll be cutthroat with you hoes.	”
–Malik

“	So Eva was just voted out... obviously the first thing I did was damage control to Gregory, although it seemed desperate, I was kinda hoping that in the event of a merge, which I completely expect to happen now, he goes after the other 3 first instead of me. Best case scenario would be our alliance of 4 for this vote sticking together and adapting Jino & Alex T, making it 6, which could be majority if the others are a hot mess. I am kinda pissed off that there are 3 people who are going into merge without having went to tribal this game, but that's just the way the ball rolls. They didn't have the experience this game yet, so I am more than ready to put them in their place when it's time. I'm here to win this time, I actually like some people, as opposed to Iceland, so bring it. Let's do this shit!	”
–Alex V.

“	I don't know where I should vote. I feel like I could be lied to once again.. hopefully it really is Jaylen or Chelle that's the target and not me or Jino...I can't deal with the drama rn I can't!.	”
–Malik

DAY 17

“	Because Alex did literally nothing (compared to activity etc) I am pretty annoyed. I did only the drawing of the logo, I am pissed by people that they don't take the time to make pictures and add it to the list. 'Luna, can you add it'. 'Luna, give me the link of titanpad' and then nobody has editted it once again. I have done more than the people who took pictures except for Jordan maybe. I really hope we win, I wanna see how the tribal lines are drawn in the other tribe. If we lose, I am still going to target Alex. He has a idol (maybe even two), he is targeting Jordan and he has been pretty inactive this last challenge. Jordan wants to take out Alex too so we only need one more to blindside Alex Vivor. Will it work? Maybe, but if it does, we took out a competitor to win.	”
–Luna

“	So annoying I know the exact strategy for this game And now my fate is in he hands of fucking Jaylen Who doesn't even speak or help unchallenged	”
–Jordan

“	Hell yes, we won the freaking challenge by 66-16!!! I knew the other tribe would throw it but still, we won bitches. No need to worry about my own game for now. And, I'm in final 11!! I am screaming. But there's still a long way to go and I still got my eyes on the prize. So, what do I want to happen this TC? Chelle, Andy or Charlie needs to go in that tribe. I know they will go after the Iceland people, and if so... go after Chelle pls lol. Malik needs to stay. He deserves to expierence a merge and to play the game with me. Alex T and Jino are my closest allies in this game and I need them with me at the merge. Well, I need Jino tbh. I don't fully trust Alex T. He is kinda shady. Alex V has been so inactive lately. He did nothing in this challenge. Stephen and I have talked a lot. I think me and Gregory are slowly getting on the same path and Jordan is still my bestie on this tribe. On the other tribe, I know Jaylen is very inactive. They need to keep him. He's usefull for a merge. Hopefully he gets striked out, lol. Or not since we have quitters and evacues already..	”
–Luna

“	This vote is a lot more complicated then I thought it would be. Jaylen was the easy vote, he has been since the switch. But now that we are getting closer to the merge I'm starting to think more and more that Chelle is the better option. She has connections with the Iceland and Agatha people on the other tribe and is a much bigger threat than Jaylen. I think everyone is torn on what to do this round. Either choice could make or break all of our games	”
–Alex T.

“	Inactive people just shouldn't stay over people who want this. That's just one less spot available at the end.	”
–Charlie

DAY 18

“	They got rid off Jaylen. That is really dumb if you ask me. Reasons like 'keep the tribe strong' and all is dumb. We will merge in between the next two episodes. Maybe even next. If they took out Chelle, they would've gotten rid of a more dangerous player at merge. Anyway, Malik survived. Thankfully. He was so paranoid LOL. Both Jino and Alex T are also still here so I'm good. Just hope Charlie and Andy are going home soon because I don't trust them at all.	”
–Luna

“	Alex V is on my last nerve tbh. He's trying to throw this challenge to get rid of me but all he's accomplished is making everyone on the tribe distrust him. I want to vote him out so bad but he has an idol so I'll be the one in trouble if we go to tribal. Hopefully Jino and the others on the other tribe threw like they said they would.	”
–Jordan

“	You are a nice person I wish we've bonded more and also I wish you were active cause I would really save you but right now the reason why I am voting against you is because many here are fighting to win and I want to make sure that deserving people are going to be at the merge. Sorry.	”
–Jino

“	I just found out someone's been a liar. Someone I feel close to. Time to watch out Jino tbh, because I'll find out how real you really are.	”
–Malik

“	.idk what's going on, I'm basically gonna watch everyone now and judge for myself. At this point it's close to the merge, and I don't wanna leave right before it again.	”
–Malik

“	Also if it's right; I checked the wikia page and it says there will be 14 episodes. We are going to episode 7. From episode 7 to 13: 7 people will be voted out. That leaves 4 people for episode 14. That means, the merge should start and jury as well. Also means it will be a F2. Hopefully it is a F2, because for some reason it's easier to win a F2 than a F3 imo.	”
–Luna